This is a book I really should have loved, but it’s (mostly) a case of It’s Not You, It’s Me.
About the Book
Publisher: St Martin’s Press | Release Date: January 7, 2020 | Pages: 496
Genre: Young Adult, Science Fiction | Format: eBook | Source: Publisher via Netgalley
Come inside and play with G.O.D.
Bring your friends!
But remember the rules. Win and ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.™ Lose, you die!
With those words, Charlie and his friends enter the G.O.D. Game, a video game run by underground hackers and controlled by a mysterious AI that believes it’s God. Through their phone-screens and high-tech glasses, the teens’ realities blur with a virtual world of creeping vines, smoldering torches, runes, glyphs, gods, and mythical creatures. When they accomplish a mission, the game rewards them with expensive tech, revenge on high-school tormentors, and cash flowing from ATMs. Slaying a hydra and drawing a bloody pentagram as payment to a Greek god seem harmless at first. Fun even.
But then the threatening messages start. Worship me. Obey me. Complete a mission, however cruel, or the game reveals their secrets and crushes their dreams. Tasks that seemed harmless at first take on deadly consequences. Mysterious packages show up at their homes. Shadowy figures start following them, appearing around corners, attacking them in parking garages. Who else is playing this game, and how far will they go to win?
And what of the game’s first promise: win, win big, lose, you die? Dying in a virtual world doesn’t really mean death in real life—does it?
As Charlie and his friends try to find a way out of the game, they realize they’ve been manipulated into a bigger web they can’t escape: an AI that learned its cruelty from watching us.
God is always watching, and He says when the game is done.
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I wish that I enjoyed this book more than I did, friends. Reading this book was a wild ride of emotions for me because I was interested in the story but also was disengaged from it. The book felt really long while reading it. By the time I was at 85%, I wanted to DNF the book but forced myself to finish since I was so close to the end. Part of me wanted to know. I wish I hadn’t. This book has no discernible meaning or purpose; it is just chaotic neutral.
“‘What you want, gentlemen and lady, is to play God! Turn social order upside down. Claim what should be yours. Go from duds to studs! And so I give you … the God Game!'”
This started as a very exciting read for me that slowly devolved into something that by the end I had come to almost hate. A big part of this is a Me Thing: I often struggle with multiple POV narratives. The narrative style felt disjointed and jarring to read, the “perspectives” bled into each other and veered almost into an omniscient narrator but wasn’t written to be that way. The perspective shifts happen randomly and many times within a chapter, noted solely with a double line break. There are so many characters, too. It’s not only from the 5 Vindicators, either. Randomly perspectives from other characters are thrown in which to me detracted from the plot and muddied the water as to who we are supposed to care about.
Which leads to my next complaint: I didn’t really care about the characters by the end of the book. I was just kinda tired of them. But I liked them at first, before they bled into one another. I think that Charlie is meant to be the main character because he has the most page-time and a lot of the story centers on his grief. But honestly, there was so much going on that I wound up not caring about much of anything.
This is a messed up book. Everyone in the book winds up basically being terrible, and each of the Vindicators have their own personal traumas that lead them to play the game. The game itself is messed up, which you can expect from a tagline Win and ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.™ Lose, you die! But in addition to the plot itself being a messed up nightmare, there’s a character in an abusive and toxic relationship, as well as one with abusive parents. There are things that happen in the book that go Too Far in my opinion. Please be sure to read my content warnings at the end of the review and make sure you are in the right headspace. (Thank you to Lauren for giving me a head’s up – I would have been PISSED had I gone in blind.)
I got my degree in Religious Studies and one of my honors theses delved into the theory of religion. At first, I really enjoyed the religious allusions and how the AI presented itself after being fed all of World Religion. But there is this part near the end of the book where various philosophical theory is debated and explained in excruciating detail by the characters. It kind of read like That Guy in your undergrad philosophy class trying to sound smart with all the things he can recite. As a person who loves philosophy, it wasn’t enjoyable to read – but this may be due to the fact that I was so done with the book by this point.
I don’t feel that anything wrapped up and am pretty unsatisfied with the ending. If you are the kind of person who will want to learn the origins of the game and the nitty-gritty on how the tech works, you will be disappointed. There is no greater message or purpose to this other than veering into nihilism, only without the freedom associated with it. It also gets very heavy on philosophy and theory of religion in the last quarter of the book, which should have been my jam since that is what I studied in university. (view spoiler)
Ultimately, I found The God Game to be a promising premise but an uneven reading experience. While I absolutely adored the first 30% of the book, the longer the book went on the more I disliked it. Due to the number of characters and perspectives, I had a difficult time connecting to anyone or the story at all because I didn’t care what happened to anyone. It is worth noting that my experience is an anomaly among some of my SFF reviewing friends; please check out Alana’s and/or Paul’s review before writing this one completely off. For the right reader, this will be an amazing read. I just wasn’t that reader.
eARC sent by St. Martin’s Press in exchange for my honest review. This does not impact the content of my review or rating. Quotations are from an unfinished proof and subject to change upon final publication.
Content warnings: abusive romantic relationship, animal death, attempted suicide, blackmail, bullying, death, drug use, grief, incest (inferred), loss of a loved one, parental abuse (off-page but referenced a lot), suicidal thoughts, violence
Representation: lgbtqiap+ (Vanhi is lesbian), Indian rep (Vanhi), Asian rep (Alex)
Have you read The God Game yet, or is it on your TBR? Do you have any recommendations for rogue-AI stories or sci-fi where religion plays a huge role?
Tammy @ Books, Bones & Buffy says
Really good review, Kal. I really enjoyed this, but I do agree, it’s very chaotic and way too many characters and POVs. I also thought it was over the top ridiculous in parts. But I had fun! Sorry it wasn’t your cup of tea:-)
I am really glad you enjoyed the chaos that was this book! I did at times, but it was like my enjoyment was sapped the more I read. I’ll have to read your review now!
This review actually makes me want to read the book 😛 lol That’s why I always say that even bad reviews help the authors. It looks like you and I have very different reading tastes and everything that you didn’t like made me go “Oohh…I need to add to my goodreads TBR” 🙂
Great review. I really enjoyed reading your thoughts.
YESSSSS!!!! I actually love ‘negative’ reviews because reading is so subjective and what one person doesn’t like often is like, my jam. I’m glad my review got the book on your radar, and I hope you dig it if you do pick it up!
Sarah Ames-Foley says
I definitely have had the problem where I was so interested in a book’s story while also feeling so disengaged. It’s such a weird experience! Sorry this didn’t quite work for you. This is a great review though, and does a good job at pointing to specifics that might not work for some people but may work for others.
I am really glad to not be the only one to experience that weird disengagement! Thanks so much for reading and commenting, Sarah!
Oh gosh. Ooof. This sounds like it was a really difficult read for you Kal. Oh god when POVs blend together, I just can’t. It sounds really heavy and as if nothing ever was actually resolved. I’m sorry it wasn’t enjoyable for you. It sounded almost Hunger Games-ish in the beginning to me! Fantastic review Kal, as always.
AHANA this was a freaking struggle and a half and I am so sad about it. It’s definitely a me thing though, the perspectives were a huge factor for me. Thanks for reading!
I hear you though. The perspective thing is totally something that makes or breaks a book for me too! ♥️
Destiny @ Howling Libraries says
I’m sorry you didn’t care much for this one by the end! I’m not too far in yet but I need to try and finish it this weekend and I honestly don’t have very high hopes. 🙁
I sincerely hope you have a more positive reading experience than me. I’ve read so many positive reviews of it, so the book has a good chance of wowing you.
I always really enjoy multiple POVs though I do admit to the blending/quick switch throwing me off-kilter once or twice. I loved reading your review and read it on GR before reading mine, it didn’t make me enjoy it less, but it did help me really see the points you made and I think it made me enjoy it more, and I totally agree with you on multiple points as well.
Thank you so much for your comment, and I am REALLY GLAD you enjoyed the book! That’s awesome!!! As a rule, I almost always struggle with books that have multiple perspectives so it is definitely a me thing, but this book was really confusing for me to get a handle on with all the new perspectives lol
ive been doubting all the really positive reviews of this as some of my closer friends have found it less so. basically im happy to read your review and it make more sense with what i assumed for it
This was a group buddy read and it seemed that we were split in our enjoyment for this one. Some people really enjoyed it, while I less so and that makes me sad.
Olivia Roach says
Oh dear, I think I am going to pass on this one. The reviews I have seen so far haven’t been to positive and if it doesn’t get any better by the end of it I know I am going to get bored and dislike it… at least you gave it a fair shot!
Some people have enjoyed it, but I think it is very much a love it or hate it kind of book because of the narrative style. Thanks for reading my review & commenting!